note to self: you are dumb

A/LSE/D/A for 5/17/10: 8/7/7/6

Now I'm feeling anxiety because my scoring system leads me into making the mistake of scoring my low self-esteem and my depression as low numbers if I'm feeling those things, but scoring anger and anxiety high numbers if I'm feeling those things. It's not a very good system. I am dumb. (Adding/deducting points by the second.)

It ought to be: The more I feel an emotion, the higher its corresponding score.

I'm certain I will forget this, feel just as dumb upon re-realizing it, then feel even dumber that I realized it previously.

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